4 years ago, I've asked myself whether it's a wise decision to change to Biological Science...
2 years ago, I've asked myself whether it's a wise decision to change to Biomedical Science....
and today.... again I ask myself whether it's a wise decision to change my life direction...
I had a heart to heart talk with my housemate and we ended up with a lot of things that we never talk about before...
There's one thing that I take pride on that maybe isn't something right for me to keep on going with... and thus I think I want to stop here and make a change...
One may think that I'm happy to be here...
One may think I should be grateful to study in such a great university...
One may think that I should keep going on and try my best...
But... I think the signal has arrived for me to stop and leave... and surprisingly I'm not sad nor happy to leave... I'm kinda nervous actually...
as I leave this place, I'll go to somewhere new...
I've been thinking non-stop about this matter... Every now and then my head filled with thoughts of running away... But only a coward would do that... and I'm not a coward...
It may be hard later... But I'll try my best to survive...
I will survive... I promise...
I'll take this challenge... I'll not lose... not to myself...
I wonder if I'm gonna discover something else along this new path?
