Alhamdulillah, I survived the second attempt of Architectural Design 1. Though there are other subjects I didn't score well but I still feel relief the fact that my study plan isn't interrupted this time around.
There are many things I want to say as honestly I'm really on the edge right now. Sigh.
Looking at other people who are moving on with their lives, I can't help but feeling a little bit envy. Well, this isn't news to anyone that's close to me. Though my best friend has reminded me how she had gone through the same thing over and over again but I still can't help feeling restless over the fact that I'm still here.
In this very university.
Sometimes I wonder if there are other reason why God still put me in here.
Why did I still want to continue my studies here in this uni? Was being familiar with this university a very big concern during the time I made my decision to stay here? I don't even remember about that.
After doing a lot of thinking (pulling out me legal pads and whatnot LOL) I arrived to a conclusion that I have to look for something that can make my life here in this uni less suffering.
yes, babe! You should've furthered your studies here!
But what could that be?
There are many things I want to say as honestly I'm really on the edge right now. Sigh.
Looking at other people who are moving on with their lives, I can't help but feeling a little bit envy. Well, this isn't news to anyone that's close to me. Though my best friend has reminded me how she had gone through the same thing over and over again but I still can't help feeling restless over the fact that I'm still here.
In this very university.
Sometimes I wonder if there are other reason why God still put me in here.
Why did I still want to continue my studies here in this uni? Was being familiar with this university a very big concern during the time I made my decision to stay here? I don't even remember about that.
After doing a lot of thinking (pulling out me legal pads and whatnot LOL) I arrived to a conclusion that I have to look for something that can make my life here in this uni less suffering.
yes, babe! You should've furthered your studies here!
But what could that be?
