Thursday, August 14, 2014

Rasa Ingin Tahu?

Segalanya bermula kira-kira dalam 2 atau 3 semester yang lepas. Sesungguhnya aku pun tidak pasti.

Setiap kali kami terjumpa, dengan tidak sengaja aku akan melihat dia dari atas sampai ke bawah dan dia juga begitu.

... dan setiap kali itulah kami akan berkerut dahi sambil memerhatikan satu sama lain.

Pelik sangatkah aku? Hodoh sangatkah aku? Selekeh sangatkah aku? ... banyak persoalan bermain di minda pada setiap kali kejadian itu berlaku.

Pada kali pertama, aku masih ingat lagi akan waktu itu di mana aku sedang dalam perjalanan menuju ke kelas dan mungkin dia juga begitu, kami saling terpandang, walhal masing-masing sedang khusyuk bermain telefon pintar sendiri 5 saat sebelumnya.

Pada kali kedua atau ketiga, mungkin juga keempat, aku terperasan dia duduk selang tiga atau empat kerusi di dalam bas menuju ke stesen LRT. Setiap kali aku memandang ke arahnya, dia berpaling.

Mungkin... aku sahaja yang berperasan sebegini.

Pertemuan kali ke... entah berapa, aku ternampak dia sedang menikmati secawan kopi di luar Starbucks.

Oh, mungkin dia juga pergi ke kafe yang sama denganku, fikirku lagi.

Sudah agak lama kejadian-kejadian itu berlaku sehinggalah hari ini, aku bertemu dia lagi dan bermulah rutin kami setiap kali terjumpa.

Namun kali ini, terdetik di hati seolah-olah timbul sesuatu yang mungkin kurang menyenangkan di fikiran si dia kerana dia memandangku dengan serba tidak kena.

Apakah dia berasa aku mengekorinya seperti orang gila?

Pelik. Sungguh pelik.

Walaupun pada dasarnya kami pergi ke universiti yang sama, kafe Starbucks yang kami pergi itu adalah cawangan yang terdekat dari universiti, dan selain dari tempat-tempat itu, kami tidak terjumpa di tempat lain.

Mungkin ini semua hanya satu kebetulan.

Mungkin.  

Sunday, March 16, 2014

Looking Back

I have to admit, after living for about 8 years far from my family, I feel like as I'm on the edge whenever someone asked me about my feelings all this time. 

Truth is, I've always want to come home and just live a simple life. 

Staying at home, being just a regular kampung girl. Gathering with some girls laughing with me at malam badak on Saturday nights and having occasional shopping spree at KK while looking forward to social gatherings in the village. 

... I'm not saying that's all what typical village girls are doing but... I was like that.. at least in my teenage years. 

It's just that during those times, I feel so carefree and.. happy. 

I've noticed that whenever I come home, some of my relatives were like talking about my fashion sense and whatnot... saying I should have been wearing this and that... instead of this and that... pointing out why I don't even wear makeups... sigh. I don't know that living in KL means I have to be on pointy stilettos, wearing the latest fashion item, know where the local celebs hanging out and put on makeups while shopping for kitchen supplies. Well, I know. Sounds exaggerating, at least the last part.  

I started living in KL when I was just turning 18 and back then I feel I'm going to finish my studies like in just few years and honestly, I'm still not sure whether I'm on the right track or not.

Yep, I feel lost. 

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Trip to Labuan




Honestly.... I haven't transferred the photos that I took using my Nikon D5100 so yeah. For now these are the ones that I can share with you guys. LOL

Above photos are basically the ones that I took using my iPhone while we're on the huge ferry as we're leaving the island. 

I've been on the island for merely 2 days and one night, so there are not much I can say about this trip other than shopping on perfumes and chocolates. Believe me, the prices are crazy! I bought my Salvatore Ferragamo Signorina EDT and EDP miniatures for merely RM80! Miniatures aren't meant to be sold but I was so tempted to get them as it's great for travelling. 

So yeah, I'll update some more when I transferred those photos into my all-in-one later. 

Until then, take care!